Thursday, March 26, 2009

I really don't want to be depressing all the time

Monday morning I had decided I was going to be hopeful and postive - and it was a pretty good day. DH was a little annoyed because he didn't hear anything back about his b/w, but I guess I subscribe to the "ignorance is bliss" philosophy.

I honestly think we need to get better at screening our calls.... because there is no way a Dr calling after hours is going to be good news. If it was good news, a nurse would have called and left a message. So it looks like it's not going to be one of the easy answers.... I am still trying to keep up hope until after the next appointment, but it really is getting harder. At some point, DH and I really need to talk about what we'll do if it turns out there isn't anything they can do. I've started to think about it, but I don't think I can put any of it into words yet.

In an effort to prove to myself that I haven't given up, I gave in and called for my cd 21 test results --- the curiosity got to me.

1 comment:

Rach said...

I hope all goes well. Best wishes.

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