Sunday, February 21, 2010

Just haven't had much to say

There hasn't been much going on lately. Work is nuts and it's stressing me out (which for some reason makes me want to Internet shop....leaving me no time for blogging).

DH left for his work trip this morning so it's been kind of a long day. At least I can say it's been somewhat productive. I got in 30 min on the treadmill and did started the 30 day shred (again! I'm really going to get to level 2 this time, I swear). This leaves me about 2 weeks to lose the 20 lbs I've been talking about losing since last April(?). Riiiiight. I'm going to settle for being able to squeeze into my shorts and swim suit.

I even worked in a trip to the mall since the snow storm got pushed back a couple hours. Any recs for a nice, flattering pair of running capris? Pretty soon it's going to be too warm for pants but still too cool for shorts...
I bought a pair of Under Armour Heat Gear, but I'm not 100% sure I'll have the guts to wear them out of the house. They make me feel very naked and I'm what you would call "curvy" - if I was having a skinny day and you were feeling nice. It's hard to imagine anyone not being traumatized by looking at my jiggling ass and thighs as I run.

While I was wandering around trying to find more stuff that I don't really need, I had the pleasure of running into my RE and his family. (Here "running into" really means I looked up and saw him from 15 feet away and felt the need to hide. I am pretty sure that he wouldn't be able to pick me out of a line up.) For whatever reason that was just the motivation I needed to head home. Or that combined with the fact that spending Sunday morning at the mall is the place to be if you're pregnant or have children - or are pregnant and have children. I have to say, I felt a little out of place being solo.

I guess it's a good think the next few weeks will be busy. Less time to be left alone to my own devices :D Plus, I start BC next cycle! Normally I wouldn't want to have my period during my super cool beach/hiking vacation, but this time I'll take it! I'm trying very hard not to get my hopes up. It seems like we have such slim odds of getting any embryos to transfer and if we do, I just can't picture having enough luck that one would stick. Hopes a bitch!

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