Friday, March 25, 2011

I don't know what to do anymore

This morning we got 9 but only 4 or 5 are mature. I don't even know what to do with that information. Other cycles we've gotten about 50% fert so that doesn't seem good either.

I just don't know if I can handle another cancelled transfer. We couldn't even make it that far when I had 12 mature. I really thought my expectations for this cycle were reasonable but this hurts so much more than I'd imagined.

I can't handle not knowing what we're going to do next or if trying donor egg will be a colossal failure, too.

1 comment:

BabyRN said...

I am so sorry you didn't get the numbers you were hoping for. Hopefully the ones you did get are rock stars though! *hugs*