I think we're doomed to these stupid periods of waiting.
We didn't get any new revelations yesterday. I'm not actually sure if it was really worth the appointment or if I just need to hear things twice for them to sink in. Basically, if (when) we try again we could have embryos to transfer - or not. We could use the frozen sample and it could work - or not. DH could have surgery again so we can use a fresh sample and that could work - or not. What a freaking crapshoot.
He doesn't know and we don't know - we can just hope for a better outcome. I forgot to ask about trying a 3 day transfer, but I don't think that really matters. I know it's rare for them not to have embryos for the 5 day - I believe that. If it was common they would do more 3 day transfers.
Blah. We don't even know when we can cycle again. DH has to go away for 3-4 weeks for work sometime in Feb/March and I'm going to visit him for a bit after he's done working. That means I can't even start any meds that need monitoring until after that. I guess that means it will be March or April before we see the results of our choices. AHHH.
Hopefully, we can take the time to work on getting healthier (we still eat like college students). I'd like to lose the 15 lbs I gaind last April and the 10 I was already trying to lose (It would be really super if my pants buttoned comfortably again!)
{eight year well child}
8 years ago
3 comments:
Sucks not to have any new answers. I need my pants to button again too.. got on the scale this morning and it wasn't pretty.
I'm so sorry that you don't feel like you have any answers. While not in your exact position, I felt the same way after all of our failed cycles. You just never know if it will work out eventually or if you should give up. It's so difficult to handle when none of this is in our control. There is nothing that we can do to MAKE it happen. I'm also sorry to hear about the long wait before you are able to try again. I hope that somehow the wait will bring some positive to you, whether it be more clarity on how to proceed, a sense of relaxation, or even the loss of a few pounds like you mentioned. Hang in there, you are a strong woman and I know you can get through this.
So sorry you are left in limbo. I hope that these next couple months you can sort it all out and figure out what your next step will be. And whatever you choose, I'll be praying for you that it will work out!
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