Wednesday, December 1, 2010

What can I say? I've been busy.

Busy sitting around on my butt at least. I've been "recovering" from my surgery. I was told I couldn't work out for 4 weeks and I've been taking that pretty seriously. At first, I was annoyed and didn't think I'd be able to handle it.... now I'm wondering how I'm going to start again! It's been pretty nice sleeping in :)

I went on a short treadmill walk over lunch the other day and I was surprised at how quickly my legs got tired. Hopefully my swim tomorrow goes a little better.

At least training will give me something to do until the holidays. Last year I was pretty Grinch-y and I'm going to try to be more positive this year. We shouldn't have any major disappointment between now and Christmas this year like we did last year around this time. I just can't help thinking that I should have been having my ER today or tomorrow (if my ute hadn't decided to be a little bitch).

As worried as I was that the timing of this cycle was too close to the disaster that was IVF #1 (even though #1 was the same or actually a little better than 2...), it would have been much better than waiting. I'm done with waiting. It's my turn to do something darn it! It seems like the next 2 months will feel even longer than the 6-ish months it took DH and I to figure out how to move forward. By the time I start BCP for our next cycle, it will be just shy of a year since our last attempt. That can't be great for someone with egg quality issues, can it? My eggs sucked last year...will they be even worse now?

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Do you follow Sulfa's blog at all? Her RE had some suggestions that maybe you can talk to your RE about to improve your egg quality :) Good luck, I hope these next two months go QUICK!

G said...

Thanks, Dip! I follow her blog but don't always get the notification when she updates! I'll go check it out maybe I can add something to my CoQ-10 and DHEA cocktail :)